Running With My Head Down
When I was younger, I used to run with my head down. While playing football, as I would run, I’d keep an eye on the ground to see the shadows of an opponent before they can catch up to me. I wasn’t always the fastest so doing this allowed me time to maneuver in ways to escape a tackle. Now that I’m older I feel that I am still running with my head down but now there’s no apparent benefit.
When it comes to building this brand for myself, I make moves without considering it for too long. I think about my options for a couple of moments then make a decision and stick to it (rinse and repeat). All the while I’m not really paying attention to what is going on around me. I ignore all stats, praises, and criticism. I listen to a very select few but at the end of it all I do what I want.
I kinda want to change that. I want to know what other people in my lane (indie/hip-hop/rapper/blogger) are doing to get their names out there. I’m actually in “head down” mode as we speak, on a new mission. I’m in week 6 of the my 12 week project, again ignoring the outside world and running as fast as I can. Let’s see what happens at the end of 12.
The one thing I NEED TO REMEMBER is that the journey is infinitely more valuable than the destination. I actually have that in a verse. I play it sometimes to remind myself to calm down. See the lyrics and track below
i already know,
where i’ve been and where i’m going,
is the same place so,
no reason to chase no mo’,
i just focus on the journey,
death the final destination,
as you rush to get no where,
i’m enjoying the wonder years,
yea…
Amazing ft. Drew << click to play song


I’ve been rhyming since I was 11
and will continue to rhyme until I die. My music is music for the mind, music for the heart, and music for the soul. It’s music for me. It’s therapy, it’s self realization, it’s being able to step outside ... 
January 10th, 2010 at 11:43 am
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